Inventiveness

For this particular disposition, I'm not so sure that I agree with the name. To me "Inventiveness" restricts the disposition a little bit. I think that inventiveness is instead a subsection of both Creativity and Imagination. That being said, I will discuss the disposition instead of just its name.

Creativity is a crucial skill for anyone to have. It is important to remember that we are not raising robots, but children. And while professionalism is a valuable skill, it is important to remember that a proper balance of professionalism and creativity is important. Uninhibited creativity can be an issue, but it is more important for children to learn to be creative than for them to learn to be professional. Professionalism can (and should) be taught later.

I really don't think that creativity can be taught. It can be either encouraged and celebrated, allowing the natural creativity in all kids to develop. There is, however, a certain level of creativity given to each person. To use a musical example (which I know I do a lot), each person has a unique voice that usually fits into or close to a specific category. A woman who is born an alto (or mezzo soprano to be technically correct) will likely never have the high notes of a soprano, but that doesn't mean that her voice is any less special. likewise, people have different and unique skills and traits, including creativity, and encouraging all of these traits to develop in students is important

Reflection

Well, Reflection is a tricky subject. It is hard to reflect upon and judge oneself. I have found both in my own personal experience and through watching others that often times one cannot look beyond the flaws of a performance or action to see what was good. In terms of music, this means that you cannot look beyond the note that you missed, or the spot where your voice cracked to see that other than that, it was an exceptional performance. It can also go the other way around. There are people who think much higher of themselves than they aught to and thus fail to see the areas that they could improve upon. For these reasons, self-reflection can be dangerous.

It is, however, important. For someone to be able to reflect upon an action or, in terms of teaching, a lesson, is an important skill. The fact that it is tricky makes it more important. It must be encouraged in students as well as trained to an extent, so that children can learn to become reflective people who think things through before acting upon something

Passion

For this particular blog entry, I'd like to deviate a little bit from the questions that we were given. I firmly believe that there are two major passions that any effective teacher MUST have: a passion for teaching, and a passion for the subject that they are teaching. Without either of these passions, I believe that prospective teachers have the moral obligation to themselves and to their would be students to choose another career.

I'd like, now, to embellish on this seemingly harsh statement. I'll start with a passion for what a person teaches. I firmly believe and often say that, "Notes devoid of passion is not music." What I mean by that is this: When one makes music, they give the piece life through their interpretation. In the case of a piece that is centuries old even, it is not enough to say that you are playing a Mozart sonata. You also need to feel the piece, live the piece, and learn to love the piece. In that case, with all of these met as well as a certain degree of technical preparation and accuracy, that sonata becomes more than just notes on a page. It becomes art, it becomes the music that extends beyond a simple question of how many notes you got right. It is this that makes me want to be a musician. I truly want to take pieces that are centuries old and breath new life into them. This is, in terms of music (in my opinion) passion. I am reminded of a quotation of James Levine, the current musical director and head conductor of the Metropolitan Opera, in which he discusses why musicians choose to keep trying in vain for the perfect performance, "We have a constant drive for perfection, yes, but not for physical perfection. Perfection in the sense that the composer had an idea in his imagination of what this piece should sound like, of what this piece should communicate, and what we are on the eternal search for, there is no doubt about it. That’s why we get up in the morning, trying to get a little closer." This passion does extend, of course, in to all disciplines in different ways. I could not describe as vividly for any other subject what it means to be passionate as I can for music. It truly takes a passionate person in the subject to describe what passion means to them. This is the first type of essential passion that any effective teacher must possess.

The second type of passion is one that I unfortunately cannot elaborate so heavily on. It is a passion for teaching. An effective teacher must know that they are 100% devoted to being a teacher, that there is nothing that they'd rather do. This passion entails many things such as a genuine desire to see the kids you teach succeed, a genuine desire to help them learn, and an immense patience. It is in this area of passion that I am lacking.

Authenticity

It is very important for a teacher to be authentic. Students are able to tell when teacher is not authentic. A good teacher is someone who knows who they are, and more importantly the shows in their teaching the reasons that they first wanted to teach. I think that there is an initial spark in every effective teacher that leads them towards education.

I've had a few different moments when I decided that I wanted to be a teacher. The first time that another student came to me and asked for help with what we were learning, I discovered that I had a passion for helping people succeed in school. It didn't take long from this discovery for me to decide that I wanted to be a teacher.

The second moment that I had was the first time that I ever held a conductor's baton. It was backstage during a performance of a musical that I was in. We used the band room as our green room. Another person was holding our band director's baton, and I ended up being the one to put it back in its place. The moment that the baton was in my hand I had a moment that I can only compare to a scene in Harry Potter. When Harry first grabs his wand in Ollivander's store. I felt that same sensation when I held that baton. Ever since that moment, I have wanted to teach music.

With these two moments as guides, I want to try to be as authentic a teacher as I can be. I don't ever want to forget why I love to teach, why I love music, and why I want to inspire musicians of the future to love music the way I do. Whether a student leaves my classroom to pursue music or not, I want them to develop a love and an appreciation of music that will never die. I believe that if I can be authentic as a teacher that I will be able to accomplish this.

Disposition Blog: Compassion

Compassion is an important part of the classroom dynamic. It is important for a teacher to understand and sympathize with their individual students. I have seen many examples of compassion in my classes and also many examples where compassion has not been shown to a student or a group of students. First, though, I think that it's important to have a good solid definition of what compassion really is. According to the Webster dictionary, compassion is defined as, "sympathetic consciousness of others' distress together with a desire to alleviate it". Understanding this allows future teachers to understand and employ compassion in their classrooms.

An example of a teacher who employed compassion was my Calculus teacher in High School. She understood that we all would need help in the class from time to time, and would frequently checkup on us. She would often adjust her schedule to accommodate the classes ability to learn the material and grasp the concepts of a specific chapter. Her compassion and understanding allowed the class to succeed together. It did not get in the way of the standards that she set for us, which were very high.

Disposition Blog: Respect

There are many different interpretations of what exactly respect implies. One thing about it that seems to be fairly universal is that people feel the need to be respected by others, whether it be from their family, their peers, or their superiors. Respect is an especially important thing to me, because I have sometimes felt a lack of respect from some people. I know how much it can hurt to feel that you are not respected by someone. Given this, I will always do my best to make sure that I can respect my students, and that they can respect me.

Respect in the classroom in my opinion is based on a mutual understanding of the students and the teacher to work for the common goal of acquiring knowledge. There are many ways to form this understanding, and the ways it happen will vary from classroom to classroom. I have come to respect a variety of teachers in different ways and for different reasons. Among these include teachers who have chosen to treat the class as adults. Other teachers that I respect chose to take into consideration all of the student's desires and concerns.

In all of those situations, the classroom dynamic was an open and academically stimulating environment. Those are the classes that I remember the most from High School. The other important fact about these classes is that they are the classes that I learned the most in. There are still a lot of things that I remember from all of these classes.

In my classroom, I will try to set up an environment that employs both of these methods. I will always do my best to make sure that I not only treat my students as the mature adults that they are becoming. I will also try to take each student's unique learning styles into consideration, and constantly evaluate myself as a teacher for each class that I teach. In this way, I will try to set up a respectful environment in my classroom